I'm seriously considering deleting this blog (or letting it gather digital dust) because hardly any one reads it. The people who do are all spam bots.
Right now I'm trying to find my place on the internet. Its a big place, why not. There isn't much to do irl.
In my earlier history with the internet I would only be on a site for under a year, then it would bore me/ I'd find a new place. My last haunt was tumblr, but I haven't found any place since. I want a place where I can share pictures, websites and thoughts about a wide range of topics. I think the best way to do all of that is a blog. But blogs have to be so formulaic. You have to have one topic and post on a schedule. But obviously I can't handle that. There are some weeks where I do nothing. There are some weeks where loads of stuff happens. There are some weeks where things happen, but I don't feel like posting.
Then there is the issue of topic. I like lots of stuff. I like cute animals, feminism, random real life updates, video games, and ranting. Especially ranting. But not every one likes that combination.
Which leads me to the worst part of it all. I need people to read what I do. It makes me feel important in a little way. People have taken time out of their lives to read and comment on what I do. I tell myself this is because I want friends, but really I want fans.
In the mean time, I guess I'll let all of my good blog ideas fester in the back of my mind.
Its getting annoying.